Nothing I could say, per-say,
But I can barely speak.
Crystal wrap- I taste the plastic,
Swollen and garbled,
The sentence structure of delusion,
Laughter and fever dreams
The glistening allure of the ideal, surreal.
Humility, I feel humility
For all the thoughts that I dream
For all the concepts I deem new,
They are all the same.
Everything I say, has been said,
What I think, has already been thought;
My dreams have joined the myriad
I am the recycling bin.
What then do I truly possess?
Naked I enter and leave.
Worse still, all I accumulate,
My journey is recycled.
Even now, all that I find within myself,
Is a mere copy of another predecessor.
I am the accumulation of my experience,
A basket of collected thoughts and cultural influence.
I read the middle and the beginning,
I wonder, how it ends.